i can't believe that my john will be a year old on july 1st. this year has gone by so fast. i remember when he was just born and how tiny he was and how he slept most of the day and back then all i remember is how i wished he would be more active. isn't funny how we all wish our kids would be more active and how we wish they would start crawling and then we wish they would start walking and then when they do we start to think man i wish they were still crawling LOL! john is crawling and he is so funny cause when i am walking around the house he follows me kind of like a little puppy dog it is so cute. his hair has gotten so curly and i'm so glad i decided to keep him. cause believe me i was going through cps and i didn't think having another baby would be a good idea but the thought of giving him to another couple was not okay. and then my parents said that they would help a little so i decided to keep john and i am so glad i did even though i have 3 other kids i know that life just wouldn't be the same without john and waking up to his smiling face every morning not to mention he is also what kept me going when my other 3 kids were in foster care. so i guess what i am trying to say that in a way john was my life saver. cause there were times i got depressed and he felt it and he would just smile or look at me in a way and just love me and i would just smile and say i love you too
I understand where you are coming from. I was pregnant at 17, but where it changes was that I had everyone against me. They wanted me to get rid of him because they would say that it would ruin my life. They did everything they could to make me have problems. No matter what they did to me, I would just look at this little ray of sunshine and everything seemed better. They have never been able to make me regret having him. As for them, I regretted knowing them, lol.
